really try to give it an effort to change things up?

All we got to do is slowly plan our NEW YEARS through! NEW ME, NEW YEAR!

2011 HERE I COME!

Still debating whether to choose the path that leads to my success or the path that leads me to love.

People don’t choose your friends. You do! especially Bestfriends. 

You really can’t find a good friend like her. We have been friends since eight grade. You tell me to find a friend out there, but it takes years to complete a friendship. Especially a Bestfriend friendship. It ain’t easy to go out and find a bestfriend. YEAH I know I can make friends and just take the time to trust someone. But a long friendship is what I long for. 

But why are they telling me “Choose one who will be there, someone one who will catch you when you fall” I KNOW!

But she’s the only one who is a true friend. YEAH it is true that she is coming to me NOW because of what is happening. But I ain’t a person to let go of a friend like her. I’m a patient person now. I can wait when she has the right time to tell me stuff. If she wants to tell me she’ll tell later, hopefully. LOL. A Bestfriend is A Bestfriend. Just as long as she know I’m there and that I’m not replacing her as my bestfriend.

why can’t people jst explain things in a nicer way? Is it worth it to act all smart and say it in a rude way?

All they do is babble and think they always right.

But to tell you the truth, they dnt know the second half of things.

Understand that the person your making it hard on is that person hurting.

Our life are to important to deal with first time relationships. True Love? First Love? It’s not all true. It may be just a phase. 

Truly ask your self if it’s worth it to destroy your own life for one single relationship.

the feeling of no love. Sorry for turning my back against you guys. My emotions took over me.

Now I know how it feels when people stop talking to you when you ignore them.

I should of been there in all the parties!

Sorry!

Just don’t put a strain to it.

the good old days with cousins. I feel like a failure cuz I haven’t been spending time with my dearest dearest cousin.

But this is all I got to say. I miss you. I have failed to be a good cousin. 미안해! Shit I’m sorry!! Damn. Fuck!! LOve you!

2four7 over!!

Damn… I waited too long.

STARTING NOW! THE WAITING IS OVER.

here we go One20 UNDER!

we make a change. I need to stop saying it and just do it because I might not even have the time to change later in the future. Change and don’t procrastinate!

oh… I do believe in Armagetin. But I don’t want to think that my life is going to end when I’m 20 because I still want to explore life.

But people can’t pin point our time of our lifes to die.

Only God can decide.

Jehovah, if you are reading this please don’t lose your faith in us. Jehovah give your childern, your creation more time to live.

Should I leave my beloved family for five years to go college and live with other relatives? College cost less.

Or

Stay and just have the time with the people you love the most and go college near them? But the down side about it is I don’t have no rides to go back and forth to school and we ain’t rich.

The thing is family is family. I’ll always have them. No matter how far I am.

Too much pro and cons.

Someone give me advice!

All my pressure is all put on school.

What college is best for me? Do I look Far to find one? One far out of state? Because it seems that it’s the only choice for me right now.

So stressful. The pressure of doing nothing in life has hit me sooo hard. It’s been 5 months since I haven’t even start school.

Need to tell my mom where I want to go college soon. So that I can get her approval! Its my only choice.